unreasonably I'm arguing with myself
about the reasons why I shouldn't
feel this way
unreasonably, because I know
it doesn't matter
what I should or shouldn't
nothing is going to happen
after I've argued with myself
or perhaps I'm only
going to accept
that there is something
wrong with me
my feelings are mine
no matter
how wrong they are
how many lies are hidden in them
how many logical mistakes they are built upon
my feelings are mine
and they are a part of me
even if they split me into thousands of parts
and forever make me feel unworthy
to be loved again....
By © Dolores Meden 2017
